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Darnell Lamont Walker, who grew up in Charlottesville, shared his experience of buying his first gun, which he described as a "collision of identity, fear and history." Walker, a writer, filmmaker and teacher, wrote about his journey as part of First Person Charlottesville, a program of Charlottesville Inclusive Media. Credit: Hunnus/Vinegar Hill Magazine

Darnell Lamont Walker writes, “Buying my first gun felt like a collision of identity, fear, and history. Guns had always been distant, abstract symbols of something that didn’t belong to me, but rather to others  —  their way of navigating the world, not mine.”

Here’s why he did it anyway.

Read on in Vinegar Hill Magazine.

Walker’s story is part of First Person Charlottesville, a program of Charlottesville Inclusive Media, with Vinegar Hill Magazine and the In My Humble Opinion radio show. He chronicles growing up in Charlottesville and his journey to seek safety and peace.

“I’m still figuring out who I am in a world where violence is so often the answer, and where owning a gun feels like both a necessity and a betrayal of the peace I’ve fought so hard to find,” he writes.

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